Hey all,
I’m on another week of nights, they always seem to get me down, i don’t know why, missing everyone here in the wonderful world of panties, i never seem to get the time to come on here anymore and that makes me sad 
Sorry, bit of a pointless post tonight,
I’m tired
Sorry i’ll try to come up with something more cohearent in my next post,
Take Care All,
xxCugglesxx
Hey everyone,
I’ve been having quite the busy time of it of late and i never seem to get the chance to come on the net anymore :( I’d like to change that and will try to get on here more often.
Well, whats been happening, still with the drama grope with a couple of things coming up, one in April and another in may, I’ll keep you posted in due course but that’s all for the time being.
On the domination front, which is what i mainly started this blog for, i have had soooo many new experiences since my first post. There has been countless spankings and cainings from my mistress, along with other fun weapons in our arsenal such as paddles, cat-o-nine tails, riding crops and various Cains. Then we get onto the strap-on’s, that’s right, more than one, i can’t say I’d be over joyed at the thought of being penetrated by a man, but when my mistress is in control it just feels soo right.
I could go on, but I’ve got to be in work at stoopid o’clock and i best sleep now, I’ll try and be back soonly.
Take Care All,
xxCugglesxx
Well, firstly an apologie,
sorry for not blogging much this past couple of weeks, be at it hammer and tongs practicing and trying to ignore the flu that was slowly consuming my body
But back to the matter at hand, my first performance went off pretty much without too much problems, the performance was a chorus evening for burns night, we remembered more or less all we had to and the audience seemed to enjoy it 
There was a burns night dinner included in the price of admission and although i didn’t partake in any haggis myself the people who did seemed to be tucking in joyfully like unfortunately the eating part of the evening ran on a little too long and the end part of the performance side had to be scrapped, it was a pity because it included one of the songs i felt i performed the best (Mull Of Kintyre) but i feel it may have given me more confidence for then next event in may I’ll keep you posted on what’s going to be involved and what I’ll be doing, at the moment it’s gonna be a play and more singing, I’m not in the play this time but more singing is to be had, then the following performance who knows 
Right, that’s me for tonight,
Take care all and I’ll see you soonly
xxCugglesxx
Just a quickly tonight folks,
I have joined a amateur dramatics group, the one i mentioned going to the panto at Christmas, well I’m now a member, got my first acting esk night the 26Th of January, not long away *bites fingernails* it’s a chorus evening for Burns night, so i get to sing in front of people, I’m a little nervy, but hey, i feel more confident now than i have in a long time so this should be a good experience.
I’ll keep you all posted,
Take care all,
*Hugz*
Hello all,
it has been quite a while since last i gave you wonderful people something to read, i hope in some small way to make up for that now and hopefully get back into blogging again
Right, first the negative stuff, get it all out the way and bring you all up to speed, not much has happened in the last month but what has has been bad and good, Bad, work was hellish over the crimbo peirod so wasn’t much fun, i had to work boxing day (first time ever) which i was well un-impresed with, and due to kidney failure my cat had to be put down on christmas eve of all days, it wasn’t a good time for me, tho she did get to the grand old age of 17 which is 119 in human years so she had a good run, and she’s in a better place now. she will be missed but not forgotten.
On to lighter new, and on a more fetish note, the girl in question that i have spoken of briefly before (i will now refer to as mistress) and i have become very close friends, she is in a relationship which is a problem but when we’re together it almost feels like we are a couple just without the sex and i could happily exsist an eternity with her even without sex, i mean how important is sex when your with somone you really care about. Moving on from that, my fetish scrap book is some what more filled than it used to be, i am her slave and she is my mistress, i cannot touch her or have sex with her both because she has a boyfriend and because i respect her too much, i have been spanked, whipped, enjured nipple torture, humiliation, eye contact restriction andmany other things, for the first time in my life i can say with full confidence that i was born for the fetish lifestyle, there is much more to explore and explore it i will.
Thats gonne be it for tonight,
I’m gonna try and re-invest time in me blog and keep you all up to date with my life and fetsihism,
Take care all,
xxCugglesxx
WARNING
Rant alert, the following will be a rant as I’ve had a bad day
Well, i haven’t had the best day, to start with i got like 3 hours sleep, then i had to open up the store at 8am, and we were crazy busy today, with bugger all staff to boot.
Then at about 10 i got called to me managers office for a rollerking, it appears that on Saturday, one of the cleaners had seen me hugging a fellow worker (who was upset at the time, also she was the girl i mentioned briefly in the previous post) and took great offence, she then complained to my manager saying we were in a compromising position. Hugging, Compromising, fuck off, since when was hugging offencive, i don’t know which cleaner has the problem but there were only three in that morning and all i can say is she needs to get some perspective. Arrrrrrr. The only highlight of my working week is a hug with the girl in question on Saturdays and now they are gonna stuff that too, Seriously, i need a career change !!!
Then in the after noon, I’m told, ‘Your Working Boxing Day’, that may not sound like the worst news in the world, but, it’s also me sisters birthday and one of the only times the whole family are together, so you can imagine I’m less than happy, any way out of it, well your are a manager now, you have to make sacrifices, that I’ll except but when work over rules family, That’s Not On !!!!!!
I need a new job, any ideas ?!
Right, there endith the rant !!!!
I was going to insert a cute pic of some kittens but not sure how to, so
*Insert Cute Photo Of Kittens Here*
Take Care All,
xxCugglesxx
Well, sorry it’s been ages since last i posted, not a great deal has happened, had another mini spell of depression and was starting to feel down on myself again, but then, Friday night i went to a panto that someone very close to me was in, and for the first time in such a long time i had a really wonderful night out, so much so that i dragged me parents along the following night to see it again. It was thoroughly good fun and when ever anyone forgot their lines it only added to the enjoyment
The girl in question who invited me is in an amateur dramatics group and they were the ones putting on the performance, but there is more to the story than meets the eye, my parents were in amateur dramatics back in their hay day and now both them and the girl in question are suggesting i join up, which should be a no brain-er as I’ve always wanted to act and people are always telling me i should be on the stage due to my crazy infectious personality, this can be a great thing, it can help me re build my confidence and finally get my life back on track, so what am i frightened of ?!
I’m due to go to one of their meetings on the 8Th of January so anyone interested in hearing my progress keep an eye out
I may well be mentioning the girl in question in a future post, I’ve know here for a couple of years, but recently (in the last couple of months) i have become really close to her, i feel a connection with her i haven’t felt with anyone before, i really believe we could be great together, but unfortunately she has a boyfriend life has a way of kicking you don’t it. anyway, that’s for another post.
For now i go.
Take Care All
xxCugglesxx
Not too long ago, i was recommended to watch a film by director John Cameron Mitchell called ‘Shortbus’, and loved it, almost straight away it took a sharp jump right to my Top 5 fave movies. Well more recently i was recommended by the same person to watch a film again, this time written, directed and staring John Cameron Mitchell, This one was and is called ‘Hedwig and the Angry Inch’ and that’s what this blog is going to be about
The general story of Hedwig, without giving too much away is about Hedwig Robinson or Hansel as he is formally known, Hedwig is a singer formally from east Berlin and as the story goes on we are shown flash backs to when he was known as Hansel in his more youthful of years, the story follows Hedwig as he gigs and try’s to get an ex lover ‘Tommy Genosis’ to admit collaborating with him on many of the songs he has now become famous for. There’s a few twists and turns along the way and some amazing songs through out and it’s truly a work of are.
My feelings on the movie, it now sits firmly in my Top 3 favourite movie, i would love to sum up in words just how much i enjoyed the film but fear i couldn’t do it justice, But I’ll try never the less 
The whole movie is soo well shot, with exquisite use of lighting and colour, the flash backs of less happy times in Berlin are grey and low and the current day scene’s are beautifully colourful. The chemistry between the actors/actresses is perfect to the point you forget they are acting, And the music, the music is purely perfect, with a variety of tunes and Hedwig has a truly amazing voice. I felt by the end of it i had travelled along with the characters and more than that wanted to be there with them for real.
It’s not too often i watch a movie and it really strikes a chord with me but these last two John Cameron Mitchell films recommended by FK have really hit the spot and will be firm favourites with me for as long a i am able to appreciate visual media of any-kind.
Thanks sweets, I’ll be looking forward to your next recommendation
xxCugglesxx
Hey all, just a quickie tonight,
Works gone CRAZY and being in me new management role is becoming quite the taxing task, especially when we get told by head honcho that all the overtime had been cut, this time of year, in retail, i think not !!!!
Anyway, I’m going to try to avoid the work talk for the time being, work is bad and i want for everyone and everything to be Good, Good, GOOD !!!!!!!!!!!
Right back to the title relevance, Just wanted to say after much time and much urging (thanks to FK) i finally got off me bum (or not as the case may be sitting at the comp :P) and registered at PantyHog, I’d like to say a big HI to anyone who has found me through there and a just as bigger hi to all who already knew me
Okay, well it’s coming up to half 9 in the PM here and i still haven’t had dinner, so off i fly to eat some quality munch (me hopes anyway)
Night all and take care
xxCugglesxx
Well, my first week of management in the bag and how has it been?
Well bloody knackering, earlier starts and later finishes, but is the money worth the work i hear you say, well, not really, i’m not on a hell of a lot more than i was but at least i’m finally getting paid for the job i’ve been doing for the last 8 months or so so thats something. Tho from now till around feburary i’m gonna be pretty much crazy working constantly
On another semi related topic, i also learnt that cats can be relebntless, i have a lil moggy, she’s getting on, 17 years old at last count which makes her around 119 in cat years, wow she’s old anyway, a few years back she got hit by a car and messed her hip up, she had a pin set in it and was fine for years tho over the last couple it’s starting to pain here a bit and she’s lost some mobility. Anyway, the other night she keeps me awake till gone 4am mewing at me to let her go out, (bearing in mind i gotta be up bu 6:30 to get ready for work) she has a litter tray and plenty of foor and liquids, i don’t like to let her out after dark as there is a healthy population of foxes about around out way and she may not survive the night. Cervice to say the following day at work wasn’t great
Anyway, thats my little post for tonight,
Take care all,
xxCugglesxx
