He’s Behind You, Oh No He Isnt !!

Well, sorry it’s been ages since last i posted, not a great deal has happened, had another mini spell of depression and was starting to feel down on myself again, but then, Friday night i went to a panto that someone very close to me was in, and for the first time in such a long time i had a really wonderful night out, so much so that i dragged me parents along the following night to see it again. It was thoroughly good fun and when ever anyone forgot their lines it only added to the enjoyment :D

The girl in question who invited me is in an amateur dramatics group and they were the ones putting on the performance, but there is more to the story than meets the eye, my parents were in amateur dramatics back in their hay day and now both them and the girl in question are suggesting i join up, which should be a no brain-er as I’ve always wanted to act and people are always telling me i should be on the stage due to my crazy infectious personality, this can be a great thing, it can help me re build my confidence and finally get my life back on track, so what am i frightened of ?!

I’m due to go to one of their meetings on the 8Th of January so anyone interested in hearing my progress keep an eye out :)

I may well be mentioning the girl in question in a future post, I’ve know here for a couple of years, but recently (in the last couple of months) i have become really close to her, i feel a connection with her i haven’t felt with anyone before, i really believe we could be great together, but unfortunately she has a boyfriend :( life has a way of kicking you don’t it. anyway, that’s for another post.

For now i go.

Take Care All

xxCugglesxx

2 Comments

  1. Fantastic that you are going out to do Am Dram hunny!
    Should help to boost your confidence on a new level.

    Its good that you are happy to now tell us about the girl in question, and you know my view and the view of a few others. Just think about it all, and make your own decisions, never regret or let the outcome destroy you, just let yourself learn from it and enjoy it for what it is or was

  2. Oh i haven`t been to a panto for years! I `m glad you had a great time.
    Do what ever you do with a full heart and don`t look back and say “But if only” Just enjoy your now time.


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